{October 30, 2012}   Very Relaxed Day So Far

It has been a really nice day. Me and my little guy got up about 8am and just hung out and played. He was excited to see his dogs from outside in since it was cold outside. When we moved they didn’t get to go with us so he didn’t get to see them much. We have this one little puppy that we have to find a home for and she is just to much to have in the house all the time. I forgot how nice it was to have my girl in the house. She was herself she just laid around and wanted pet by every one. I had forgot how nice it was just having her in the house. Just having her around. I can’t wait to give the puppy a way so she can be in all the time.

Me and my baby boy had lunch and he decided to lay down on the couch and take a nap for a few hours. I was surprised I fell asleep for a little bit too. He was happy he got up just in time to go with daddy to get the older kids. I wasn’t ready I stayed home. Just been sitting here watching a little tv and enjoying being alone it has been a while since I was alone for even an hour. They should be back soon.

I feel  really good today better than I have in a long time. I think it is the weather. I love this weather. The only thing missing is the fire. When I was younger we use to have big bonfires. When we moved into our house we got a fire pit and would make fires in it and let the kids roast marshmallows and hot dogs. They would run around and play and jump on the trampoline.

This is a big reason I want to get moved a way from where we are. It has grown up so much since I was younger. I want my kids to do them kind of things. I want them to be able to just go out and run around and play. I like not having people live right next to me. I have so many ideas and plans that I want to do for my kids. I just have to get things in order and figure out how I am going to do them. I want to really do them not just talk about it think about it and dream about it. My mom talked for years about moving and things when I was younger but she always was scared. Always waiting for the time to just right and everything to be in order. If you wait for everything to be just right and perfect before you do something you will never do it no matter what it is because everything isn’t going to fall in place and end up just right 90% of the time. You have to get them as good as you can and not be afraid to take a risk. Even with 3 kids and one on the way I am not afraid to jump and take the risk. I trust that as along as I am doing what is right and what I feel is best for my family that our needs will be met. I will be able to figure it out and keep us a float until things work out. I always have. It gets scary at times and sometimes it feels and looks like we are not going to but then something always happens and things turn around. It is all in his time not ours.

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