Posting this now since it did not post like I thought yesterday.
Last night when my friend picked me up from work his little girl had went to her moms so he was a lone. We were talking and things when we got back to his place he come over hug me and kiss me just holding me like he always does when we are together and the kids aren’t around.
I don’t know it just felt akward and I just could not get into it. I don’t know why I kept thinking about the other one the whole time and I hadn’t really been thinking about him at all. Then thinking about the one I was there with and how I don’t want to hurt him. Before I didn’t think it would but I think now it will. But I am leaning towards the other a little more.
I don’t know I still need to talk witg the other.