I am feeling very alone the last few days and as if no one understands. I just want to go see my friend after work tonight. But I don’t know if he is going to be up for it. He not been saying much lately. Not sure what is going on with him. I think I am just going to message him after work ask him if I can come over. Maybe he is talking to someone or maybe he is just busy. Guess I will findout tonight if I go over or ask.
I keep thinking maybe I just need to close that door. That I was going to ask the other if he wants to go out for his bday tomorrow but then go see this one tonight. Maybe I should just close both those doors. But I don’t know. I haven’t heard from him since he said he was going home to bed Friday. I messaged yesterday he never responded. I am thinking he not in the best mood with it being his birthday tomorrow. He was already saying the other week he was going to be 45 and had nothing when he was so upset the other week. Me not being in the best mood haven’t said anything. Oh well. I may message him later just ask if he wants to go do something. See if he answers.
I thought about telling him i was getting off early tonight see if he wanted to do something. But I don’t know.
Wouldn’t it be nice to be able to see what people were thinking? I know some how what they were thinking without them knowing?