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{August 28, 2018}   Thunder Storms

I noticed something odd lately. We have been having a lot of lightening and thunder storms lately. More lightning than thunder really. We haven’t had hardly any rain with it, a lot of times none or a few minutes worth while the rest last for hours or most the day/night.

I do not ever remember having such storms ever really. I remember way back working for the bail bonds place, the lady that worked with me was talking about them. She was telling me where her daughter lived would have them. I thought it was so odd and had never heard of such a thing. I mean we get them but always ended up having rain or a sprinkle or you hear see a little lightening but it blew over fast the rain skirted us. But it didn’t last for hours or all day/night like it has been.

Last night I was laying here and heard all this loud banging and realised it was thunder. I never did hear any rainbut just listening to the thunder a few minutes made me fall a sleep. It must of rain this morning early because things were wet.

It just seems odd we normally have a lot of rain this time of year and we aren’t. We are just having these thunder and lightening storms.



{July 12, 2018}   So True



{May 22, 2018}   Random Thought 6

You know once you jump you cant save yourself if you can’t swim. So if you just get to that point your good. Its all over in a few.



{May 3, 2018}   Love People

Just seemed fitting after my last post. Love then where they are and watch what happens.



{February 22, 2017}   It’s One of Those Nights

Where I wish I had someone to take care of me for once while I’m sick. Someone to bring me something to eat and then ti curl up with me and hold me as we watch a movie while we fall a sleep. It would be nice to just feel cared about and loved for a change.

I know it’s wishful thinking and I must get up and make the kids dinner and get them bathed and to bed. Maybe one day I will have that. Until then its time to be mom, dad, doctor, chef, maid, peace keeper and enforcer while I try not to choke on my cough drop or fall over from not feeling good.



{September 29, 2016}   The Danger OF New Furniture

Now that I have a couch that I like and can get comfortable on I have found way to many t.v shows to get into and start watching. I have spent to much time on this couch watching t.v. Last night me and the kids go pizza came home put on or pajama’s and ate and curled up on the couch to watch a movie. We were all in bed by 9:30. The tw6o nights before and today I have been sitting here doing stuff on my computer and watching t.v.

I found three shows I have started watching but one I am hooked on already and binge watching. It’s called The Mysteries of Laura. I sat here and watched 5 episodes of it the other night and then watched 3 or 4 dateline episodes. But the Laura show is so funny and her ex reminds me of father of the year so much. He is always trying to dump the kids on her no matter what she has to do, refused to sign the divorce papers and thinks he is going to get her back. Just everything reminds me of him. I just say here and watched 5 more episodes when I should be doing other stuff. Now I have an hour and half to get dressed go get a birthday gift for my Big Boy who turns 11 today.

When you make your house a home you start to enjoy it and can become a little to comfortable. So just be careful when you start putting your house in order and getting new furniture. You may find you spend more time doing things you enjoy and lose track of the time.

You can’t say you have not been warned of the dangers of buying new furniture you like and not just making do.



{June 24, 2016}   Moody and Shifting

I have been so moody lately I feel like I want to crawl out of my own skin at times and I don’t want to be around myself. I don’t know if you would call it a good mood or what kind of mood you say I am in. I feel fine until something happens or the least little thing bothers me then I’m just in a really bad mood and don’t want to be bothered or bother doing anything. I get snappy. But then the rest of the time I’m good. Inside I feel like there is something big about to happen. It’s so hard to explain. It’s like everything here at my house or with my house is good but on a much larger scale there is this shifting happening and something big is going to happen that effects everyone as a whole not just me, if that makes since. Maybe you would call it an uneasy feeling. Maybe that is why everything has been getting to me as well because I am just wishing whatever it is would just happen so we can all deal with it and move on. I feel that whatever it is will happen quick, it will be done and over with, but it will take a while to recover, it will be remembered from now on and we will have to move on from it and some thing’s will never be the same again. I feel like it is going to happen sooner than later. Everyday I feel like whatever it is, is closer than ever to happening. Like it could happen at any minute. It wouldn’t surprise me at all. It would be more of a oh so that’s it kind of moment.



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