This song has touched me more than any song I have ever heard. It has me in tears almost every time I hear it. I can feel it in my soul.
I had listen to it and I couldn’t figure out why it shook me like it does. I had not heard it in a long time and for some reason when everything happen with sleeping Beauty and the drinking and just everything from Wednesday on. Something pushed me to look it up and listen to it. Because I couldn’t make since of how I was feeling or what I was looking for.
Today on the way to work something said look it up see what it is about. I already knew but still could not figure out why it hits me so hard. I looked it up and it is not what I thought it was about at all.
It was written for Big Kenny’s sister as it will tell you when it starts. It is talking about her going through an abusive relationship and women dealing with domestic violence.
All I could think is WOW now it all makes since. It hits the nail on the head, how I feel, think and everything.
“She wants someone to call her angel,Someone to put the light back in her eyes,She’s looking through the faces,And unfamiliar places,She needs someone to hear her when she cries”
“She just needs a little help,To wash away the pain she’s felt,She wants to feel the healin’ hands,Of someone who understands”
These two verses say it all and just hits me so hard and so deep. They do say it all. I just want to find someone who understands and cares and who will stick around. I am so tired. Tired of being alone, tired of doing it all, tired of never feeling loved. Tired of never being cared about or taken care of. I want to be happy again in those ways. I am okay and happy in most things but in this area I’m not and it is starting to affect everything else. I know I have my issues help me and love me through them just like I am willing to do for you. All i ask from anyone. But it seems to be to much.